emotionally drained and tired and achey and i finally broke down and cried and it was over something so small, but it was that one little thing i didn’t need today and all i wanted was a hug. so i called my beautiful sister and she listened to me while i bawled and i miss my siblings a lot. i remember saying that i couldn’t imagine having to live without them, and now i know what it feels like to be disconnected from them, and if anything it makes me value you them ten times more. and hopefully i’ll find people to hug and shoulders to cry on, but until then i have my wondrous blanket to nestle into at night.